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yummy yummy yummy i got love in my tummy [Nov. 10th, 2006|12:45 am]
so. tommorow. i go get my scars removed. exciting. expensive. 50 dollars a scar. it'll be well over 1000 dollars. grace comes home tomorrow too. :) i miss her. also. im going to michaels. to visit kitty. and karen. and alexis. and pierce. and everyone else i used to know there. and. im gonna buy yarn. cause im gonna knit brook a scarf. and hes going to love it. also. im leaving tomorrow. i think. maybe early saturday. like 3 in the morning. to yosemite. with everyone. even my brothers dog.
i got a message today. and i found out my abnormality. (i had an abnormal pap smear so they had to do tests and biopsys and take chunks out of my cervix to find out what was wrong.) i have mild cervical dysplasia. i dont know what it is. but. my immune system is supposed to make it go away. so i have to be healthy. otherwise it might get worse. and turn into cancerous cells. and im anemic. so everyones trying to make me eat.
schools amazing. i love the kids. i just hate having to be there everyday for so long. and some of the teachers are dumb. but. im gonna be able to take clients soon. :) brooks coming in next friday for a clipper cut. deborahs coming in the week after thanksgiving for a perm. and then. i think 2 more weeks and anyone can come. and thats scary. but exciting.
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love. [Sep. 23rd, 2006|06:02 pm]
holy crap. things could not be better. i started my meds again. and im sooo happy with everything. :) things with brook. amazing. i couldnt ask for more. and that feeling. that feeling you get when you first start going out. the excitment. its all back. we had an issue. that we had to deal with. something he did. and would always do. that would bother me. and cause me to act...retarded. and then. he made a pledge. haha. and he promised he wouldnt do it anymore. and since then. everything is wonderful. i love it.
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(no subject) [Aug. 23rd, 2006|10:48 pm]
[Current Mood |sadsad]

so. i started cosmo. brook started his prepress class. i go to school with him on mondays and wednesdays. and we see each other for breaks for a while. but im sad. cause i dont get to see him as much anymore. im not used to it. i used to be with him almost the whole day everyday. and now i only see him for a couple of hours. and its tearing me apart. im so sad. and i hate when he has to go. and everytime i think of him when i cant be with him im always on the verge of tears. god i cant wait till friday. its our 10 months. i have school. but hes off work. so at least i'll get to spend half the day with him. and hes off saturday too. so am i. :)
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(no subject) [Aug. 20th, 2006|06:52 pm]
ooo. and also. i have another spider bite. on my thigh. i cant even walk. and its making me feel sick. i need to go to the doctor. but. im not. bleh.
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(no subject) [Aug. 20th, 2006|06:49 pm]
school tomorrow. eee. scary. brooks starting school too. :) that makes me happy. we both start at the same time. but he gets out two and a half hours earlier. and his building is right next to mine. i really hope he takes it seriously though.
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la la lahhh [Aug. 17th, 2006|06:30 pm]
[Current Mood |contentcontent]

school starts monday. im excited. and scared. i got my books today. 600 dollars worth. damn. but i was looking through them. gahh. it made me so excited. and now i want to go cut my hair. or maybe your hair. can i cut your hair? maybe when im good? yeah? yeah you better be coming in so i can do stuff to it. or else.

angee just told me shes having a girl. im so excited for her! eeeee!
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(no subject) [Aug. 7th, 2006|05:26 pm]
[Current Mood |distresseddisgusted]

so. i hung out with alyse, brook, julie, and alyse's old roommate kamie the other day. and brook happened to mention to kamie who used to have an eating disorder that i never eat and that im always woking out. so she was like. thats an eating disorder. trust me i know about eating disorders. that makes me sad to know that you have one. so now brooks always forcing me to eat. and he doesnt want me working out anymore, even though hes the one who told me i should in the first place. i hate being forced to eat. its gross.
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(no subject) [Jul. 24th, 2006|04:41 pm]
omg. so scary. i almost lost him last night. i dont even know what happened. couldnt stop/wouldnt stop crying. trying everything i can to change his mind. i dont want to lose you. you already have. make this a dream nightmare.
i need to see you.
so i go.
we laid together.
are we together?
yes. of course.
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mmm... [Jul. 21st, 2006|12:33 pm]
[Current Mood |hungrystarving]
[Current Music |i love lucy]

my dinosaur nuggets need to be done...
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why do the cute animals always have to die? [Jul. 21st, 2006|02:16 am]
[Current Mood |sleepysleepy peepee]

so tonight me and brook and his friends went to a skate park at like 1 in the morning. and while we were there, we found a frog. and it was sooo cute! and it made squeak toy noises. and then. we were gonna let it go. but one of brooks friends threw it in the trees and bushes. and it was sooooo sad. he like. chucked it. it flew sooo far. and i couldnt stop crying. and they were all mad at him. and then. 10 minutes later he was like. dude im feeling sorry for that frog. dumb fuck.
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